~The One~

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I know I'm not the one
that you see in the long run
holding hands and your heart
I can never be the one you want

I know this love is hopeless
can't stop falling nevertheless
more I see you, more I fall
Just like dead leaves in the fall

I know there is no-one to blame
except me, who lit this flame
to whisper 'Te Amo' in your ear
wish to be born as the one you desire...

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~Empty World~

You sure look good
interesting as I see,
but you ain't getting
inside my world, you see
I have wall built up
reaching to the sky
It got no gates
no-one gets in
Just an empty world..

If I open up, I'm afraid
that I would scare you away
Can you promise me that
you won't go away
I've got lot of scars and wounds
I've got a nasty past
I'm afraid that truth will
somehow drive you away....

Don't try to climb up
those walls are too high
I'm just sitting inside alone
with my bottled up memories
nothing pretty to see
nothing beautiful to share
broken pieces of a wounded past
that's all there to see..

If I open up, I'm afraid
that I would scare you away
Can you promise me that
you won't go away..
I've got lot of scars and wounds
I've got a nasty past
I'm afraid that truth will
somehow drive you away.....

Don't try to come inside
you won't like what you see
cold and empty pale world
that's all there to me..
Let's just stand where we are
You and I in two worlds
let's walk our separate ways
cause, we are in two roads..

If I open up, I'm afraid
that I would scare you away
Can you promise me that
you won't go away..
I've got lot of scars and wounds
I've got a nasty past
I'm afraid that truth will
somehow drive you away.....

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~Cried myself to sleep~

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Can't let them see my tears
can't let them see my pain
have to put on a brave face
strong and bright all day
So I cried myself to sleep

Can't say I miss you a lot
can't say I need you here
have to say "I don't care"
smiling confidently all day
so I cried myself to sleep

Can't walk away from this
can't stand alone still
have to move on with my life
alone but bravely all day
so I cried myself to sleep

world doesn't know how much
you will never know how much
even I don't know how much
that I love you in my heart
so I cried myself to sleep....

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To feel.. To be free...

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I wanna sleep on soft white sand
at mid-night in the beach
listen to the sound of lonely waves
to feel the night breeze

I wanna lie on the green grass
at the top of a mountain hill
watch busy bees and butterflies
to feel the warmth of sun

I wanna swim in the blue lake
like a mermaid in a tale
play hide and seek under the sea
peek through the mysterious veil

I wanna be free and fly away
like a bird in the large sky
to free my soul from my body
and to fade away in light

Will I ever be free to fly?
Will I ever be free to sleep?
Will I ever be free to feel
the love that I wanna feel....

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~I can't let you go~

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I want to hold you close
so you wouldn't get hurt
protect you from cold
and keep your heart warm...

I want to stay next to you
when you fall asleep
protect you from bad dreams
and let you sleep on my arms...

I want to walk with you
hand in hand together
protect you from piercing wind
and give strength to walk...

I want to hold your hand
say everything is alright
protect you from falling apart
and never let you cry...

I don't want to let you go
even, I'm not there anymore
I'll always be by your side
even, you don't see me anymore..

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~Be my worshipper~

When the sun goes deep
stars are shining on the sky
make me your goddess 
and be my worshipper
I'll show you the world...

Kiss me on forehead
take me in your arms
hug me tightly and
say a silent prayer
I'll give you the world...

Lie down next to me
hold my hand gently
close your eyes and
keep your head on my heart
You'll hear the divine song...

Kneel in-front of me
look up at my face
whisper my name slowly
till it becomes a spell
I'll take you to the heaven..

Make me your goddess
and be my worshipper
dedicate your soul to me
let the wind carry the silent prayer
I'll show you how the happiness feels...

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One Day

Paris Montmarte by Leonid Afremov

One Day
in future
You will be walking
on those streets
where we used to
walk together...
Maybe
you will remember
I was there
with you
by your side
and you wasn't
alone...
Maybe
you will hear
my voice
cracking silly jokes
saying lame things....
Maybe
It will bring
a small smile
to your lips..
Maybe
you will turn
your head
to your side to see
me walking
next to you...
But
I won't be there
on that
One Day
in future....

"Instead of crying when I'm gone, make me smile while I'm still here"

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~God has another plan~

I opened my eyes
slowly, slowly...
I wished you'd be here
near me, holding my hand

Everything was so dark
and calm and quiet
Something is wrong
said my mind...

There was a light
yellow and bright
I'm no longer lying
I floated gently..

 I floated through an arch
to a meadow very bright
"Am I out this much soon?"
a question in my mind..

Looked everywhere for u
to see your bright smile
you weren't here, but
a beautiful world..

Something is not right
mumbling in my head
"where are you and my son?"
more stress in my mind

Nobody seems anywhere
"could someone hear me?"
It's beautiful world
but don't want to stay here

I looked back at
the arch which I entered
It was no longer there
only me and silent everywhere..

Slowly floated myself
around the meadow
felt this is the end
No going back there

Finally saw you and him
cuddled together in pain
"don't worry I'm fine"
I screamed but no-one seems hear

They took me my body, not me
"I'm still here" whispered to your ear
"Seems god has another plan,
Tell him I love, and will forever.."

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