Saturday, October 20, 2012

~The End~

It seems like this is the end..
nothing more to wait for
you have pushed me away..
nothing more to pray for
it seems the game is over
the game of love..

I tried my best
to fit into your world..
but something didn't work out..
you were there..
I was there..
but we weren't there..
there wasn't us..
anytime in history...
everything is over
it seems like this is the end..

I started living a half life
since the day you pushed me
now I'm used to it
living as a missing piece..
no way to go
no place to fit in..
A missing piece from world..
It seems like this is the end..
The End for me...

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Saturday, October 13, 2012

~The Winner takes it all~

She never begged him.. She never cried.. But she always hope that he would stay. She loved him more than anything in this world.. He was the only thin left for her in this world.. He had a house.. She made a home from it.. He had a dream.. She made it a reality.. He wanted company.. She gave a companion.. He wanted affection.. She gave him love.. But at the end she couldn't make him stay.. 

She believe thing will work out.. Everytime when she cuddles in to his arms.. She believed he is going to stay.. 

Finally he walked out the door. He didn't look back to see her tears rolling down on the pale cheeks.. He didn't look back to see what he is going to loose.. He didn't look back to see the love that he is leaving behind.. He didn't look back to see the living corpse of hers.. He took her life with him.. The moment he walked out she died.. Her soul mixed up with the thin air.. She was nobody.. but he never noticed it..

He came back to her.. To tell her the good news in his life.. He came to shake her hand.. She wanted him to be happy. She gathered her strength.. wished him luck.. with all her heart.. 

She knew she was a fool.. She knew there are no more ace to play.. She had played all the cards.. Only history was there.. A beautiful history she prayed to be their future..

She understood this was a game.. She was the looser.. and Winner takes it all.. In this game winning was everything.. Looser must fall.. Winner stands strong.. 

I don't wanna talk about things we've gone through,
Though it's hurting me, now it's history.
I've played all my cards and that's what you've done too,
Nothing more to say, no more ace to play.
The winner takes it all,
The loser standing small beside the victory, that's her destiny.

I was in your arms thinking I belonged there,
I figured it made sense, building me a fence,
Building me a home, thinking I'd be strong there,
But I was a fool, playing by the rules.
The gods may throw a dice, their minds as cold as ice, 
And someone way down here loses someone dear.

The winner takes it all, the loser has to fall,
It's simple and it's plain, why should I complain.

But tell me, does she kiss like I used to kiss you,
Does it feel the same when she calls your name.
Somewhere deep inside you must know I miss you,
But what can I say, rules must be obeyed.
The judges will decide the likes of me abide,
Spectators of the show always staying low.

The game is on again, a lover or a friend,
A big thing or a small, the winner takes it all.

I don't wanna talk if it makes you feel sad,
And I understand you've come to shake my hand.
I apologize if it makes you feel bad seeing me so tense, no self confidence.

P.S This is a song that I really love.. It has such a deep meaning and also a huge love hidden within it. Performed by ABBA. 

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Saturday, October 6, 2012


"Loving you is the worst mistake I have ever made in my life, but it is the only mistake that I'm not afraid to repeat or I never regret. "
~Red Riding Hood~

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