Can't let them see my tears can't let them see my pain have to put on a brave face strong and bright all day So I cried myself to sleep Can't say I miss you a lot can't say I need you here have to say "I don't care" smiling confidently all day so I cried myself to sleep Can't walk away from this can't stand alone still have to move on with my life alone but bravely all day so I cried myself to sleep world doesn't know how much you will never know how much even I don't know how much that I love you in my heart so I cried myself to sleep....
I wanna sleep on soft white sand at mid-night in the beach listen to the sound of lonely waves to feel the night breeze I wanna lie on the green grass at the top of a mountain hill watch busy bees and butterflies to feel the warmth of sun I wanna swim in the blue lake like a mermaid in a tale play hide and seek under the sea peek through the mysterious veil I wanna be free and fly away like a bird in the large sky to free my soul from my body and to fade away in light Will I ever be free to fly? Will I ever be free to sleep? Will I ever be free to feel the love that I wanna feel....
I want to hold you close so you wouldn't get hurt protect you from cold and keep your heart warm... I want to stay next to you when you fall asleep protect you from bad dreams and let you sleep on my arms... I want to walk with you hand in hand together protect you from piercing wind and give strength to walk... I want to hold your hand say everything is alright protect you from falling apart and never let you cry... I don't want to let you go even, I'm not there anymore I'll always be by your side even, you don't see me anymore..
