I know I'm not the one that you see in the long run holding hands and your heart I can never be the one you want I know this love is hopeless can't stop falling nevertheless more I see you, more I fall Just like dead leaves in the fall I know there is no-one to blame except me, who lit this flame to whisper 'Te Amo' in your ear wish to be born as the one you desire...
You sure look good interesting as I see, but you ain't getting inside my world, you see I have wall built up reaching to the sky It got no gates no-one gets in Just an empty world.. If I open up, I'm afraid that I would scare you away Can you promise me that you won't go away I've got lot of scars and wounds I've got a nasty past I'm afraid that truth will somehow drive you away.... Don't try to climb up those walls are too high I'm just sitting inside alone with my bottled up memories nothing pretty to see nothing beautiful to share broken pieces of a wounded past that's all there to see.. If I open up, I'm afraid that I would scare you away Can you promise me that you won't go away.. I've got lot of scars and wounds I've got a nasty past I'm afraid that truth will somehow drive you away..... Don't try to come inside you won't like what you see cold and empty pale world that's all there to me.. Let's just stand where we are You and I in two worlds let's walk our separate ways cause, we are in two roads.. If I open up, I'm afraid that I would scare you away Can you promise me that you won't go away.. I've got lot of scars and wounds I've got a nasty past I'm afraid that truth will somehow drive you away.....
Can't let them see my tears can't let them see my pain have to put on a brave face strong and bright all day So I cried myself to sleep Can't say I miss you a lot can't say I need you here have to say "I don't care" smiling confidently all day so I cried myself to sleep Can't walk away from this can't stand alone still have to move on with my life alone but bravely all day so I cried myself to sleep world doesn't know how much you will never know how much even I don't know how much that I love you in my heart so I cried myself to sleep....
I wanna sleep on soft white sand at mid-night in the beach listen to the sound of lonely waves to feel the night breeze I wanna lie on the green grass at the top of a mountain hill watch busy bees and butterflies to feel the warmth of sun I wanna swim in the blue lake like a mermaid in a tale play hide and seek under the sea peek through the mysterious veil I wanna be free and fly away like a bird in the large sky to free my soul from my body and to fade away in light Will I ever be free to fly? Will I ever be free to sleep? Will I ever be free to feel the love that I wanna feel....
I want to hold you close so you wouldn't get hurt protect you from cold and keep your heart warm... I want to stay next to you when you fall asleep protect you from bad dreams and let you sleep on my arms... I want to walk with you hand in hand together protect you from piercing wind and give strength to walk... I want to hold your hand say everything is alright protect you from falling apart and never let you cry... I don't want to let you go even, I'm not there anymore I'll always be by your side even, you don't see me anymore..
Isn't this the truth about us? We all start loving things or appreciating once we lost them. We are so blind to blessings in our lives, instead we are so busy worrying about things we don't have. Maybe it is time to stop worrying about things that we don't have or about things we lost, but start to love things we have now with us. Count your blessings!!
Cheers!!
Well you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you’re missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go And you let her go
Staring at the bottom of your glass Hoping one day you'll make a dream last But dreams come slow and they go so fast
You see her when you close your eyes Maybe one day you'll understand why Everything you touch surely dies
But you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you're missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go
Staring at the ceiling in the dark Same old empty feeling in your heart 'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast
Well you see her when you fall asleep But never to touch and never to keep 'Cause you loved her too much And you dived too deep
Well you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you're missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no) And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no) Will you let her go?
'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you're missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go
'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you're missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go
I took a long break.. Now it's time to break the ice. Well I went to book fair on Thursday (11) and bought thirty (30) books. yeah my mother was shocked. :) Anyway I already finished reading one book, Paulo Coelho's latest book, "Adultery". I thought to write about how I felt after reading it. First of all, I must say Paulo Coelho is one of my favourite authors and I love his work. In 2006 I read "The Alchemist" and that's when I fell in love with his books. "Veronica decides to die", "By the river Piedra I sat down and wept", "Eleven minutes" "Manuscript Found in Accra" are my favourites. The story is about a woman who is in her thirties begins to question about her life. She has a perfect life in the eyes of others, a perfect marriage, two beautiful children, a good job and a house. Basically everything. But she is tired of all the perfectness around her. She met her ex boyfriend at a meeting and she fell in love with him again. The story is about how she loses herself in order to discover who she is again. It is a nice story with a good message. A very strong message to them who is bored with their marriages and their perfect lives. But, yes, there is a but.. All the other books Paulo Coelho wrote were able to make a significant difference in my mind. I didn't feel that in this book. We all know Paulo Coelho is a wizard who can do magic through his words. But I didn't see that magic in this book. I don't whether I felt that way because I'm new to whole marriage and extramarital affairs. I have never experienced any of those before. But all the other novels were like portals which open a door to the truth or to some deep emotions that we all felt but couldn't ever explain. In "Adultery" I didn't feel that. The main character, female journalist, goes through some kind of portal like that, but the problem is she doesn't take us with her. At the end she finds her way back to her real love or to the truth in her life. But I couldn't understand what makes her realize that, the path she is in, is not the right one. And is it possible for someone to end an intimate relationship at once without any regrets or any more cravings. I asked myself, where is the chapter that makes a huge difference in reader's heart and mind? where are those quotes we usually read in his books that tattooed into our memory? But when you forget about "Alchemist", you forget about "Veronica" you can enjoy this book. Forget about the Paulo you knew, think as a new one. However the book is still good compared to most of other novels. I will finish this review with a one quote that tattooed in my memory and that's the only. "There is none so blind as the one who does not want to see" ~Adultery~
