I don't know why can't you understand that I'm not going to ask you to be mine if you don't want to be. But giving me some little attention will help me gather some little courage to my falling life. It will never harm you helping to a falling life to get up on feet again. Staying by my side will never harm you or you will never have to pay a cost for that. But why can't you be the friend you used to be? The friend who gave strength when I was falling. The friend who encouraged me to face the life. The friend who made me smile when I was crying. Why can't you be the one who you were used to be?
I wish every night before I go to bed to have you as my friend in next day. God didn't answer it yet. But I'm not giving up either. I will pray hardly. I will pray more. I know there will be a day when the god also can't ignore my wish and then he will give it..